Alone
surrounded by those who dont care
who cant see the pain I hold onto everday
like a bag of rocks I can never set on the ground.
Trying to take shallow breaths so I wont pass out
my whole body filled with doubt.
Stomach churning
hands sweating
tears rolling down my cheeks
You all look but you cant see.
But just because you dont see something doesnt mean its not there
Dont you realize pain is something we all share?
Mind hazy
day crazy
yet no one stops to ask if I'm okay.
Cant you see theres something I'm itching to say?
Blood rushing
head spinning
I'm playing a game with death and its winning.
Daydreaming
inside's screaming
screaming to be put to rest
to stop this endless. pointless test.
Hands reaching
mouth twitching
minding looking for the right words to say.
Afraid that if I say them they'll lock me up and put me away.
Brain urging me on
mouth forming the words.
But couldnt you see?
The words I've been trying to say were simply
"Help Me!"
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Yet again your writing seems to get better and better. You never cease to astound me.
ReplyDeleteYour brillaint. I know it. =P lol.
By the way, I'll always be here to help you hun. Just say Hope, help. And I'll know. =)
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