I've slipped I've fallen. I'm right back where I always seem to be. I'm spinning in a black hole of misery. I'm alone and isolated. No one is here for me and I am there for no one. It seems that all I want to do is be numb and I will do anything to be that way. I would be happy to lay in my bed and sleep my life away. I feel as if I can do nothing right and I feel that I will never be anything. I think alot about what it would be like if I wasnt here anymore. Would the people I have let down and disappointed be happier? Would my friends be glad that I wasnt around? Would my family be happy that I was no longer taking up space? No one wants me around so I truly dont understand why I am around.
I am hated
I am selfish
I am mean
I am ugly
I am lazy
I am isolated
I am depressed
I am lost
I am good for nothing
I am a disappointment to my mother
I am a bad sister to my brothers
I am a failure to my friends
I am nothing
I am no one
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My heart goes out to you right now. I am so sorry you feel this way. I wish to make you feel better..
ReplyDeleteI know I don't know you but The people who always wish they are gone are always the ones who people truly care about...
Its true trust me.
You are something. You are you. Ya so you've got depression and you dont have friends who understand you...but you know what you do have..?
You have a mind. You can decide what ever you want. Weither it be you stay up till midnight or go kill a million people.
Im learning this my self.
We need more people like you in the world...because if we didnt the world would be a sad place.
Hope-