Going a little crazy....er?

Well I can tell you that NOTHING interesting has been going on for the past five days or so. We got hit with a mild snow storm and everyone got trapped in their houses for a few days. I for one was not happy about this storm because I got stuck in my house. I didnt even get to leave for Christmas. I guess its not all that bad thoough. I got to miss out on the drama that I know there would have been. My mom and cousin would have drank. My mom and grandmother would have fought. We would have had to hear about my cousins divorce that will soon be taking place. Grrr when I think about the fact that their getting a divorce I just want to punch them I dont think they realize that its not just them who will be separating. Their daughter will forever be pulled in two directions. She will have to split time between both parents and she will have to make two trips for Christmas and birthdays. I would know I did it myself for five years. Some people just dont get it.
On the plus side I've only made twelve new cuts to my collection. It may not seem like such a big step to you but it is to me. The holidays are hard on me and so is being trapped in my house. I havent seen Alley or Paris in what feels like forever. I feel alone and I would love for someone to talk to. Everyone is busy with things or on vacation somewhere. I've been keeping busy with reading and writing poems some of which I will post sometime here soon.
Gah! There are so many things I have to do yet. Order my cap and gown for graduation, fill out scholarships, stay sane. Sometimes I feel like I'm just doing to flip out on someone. Maybe that will help?....I hope that in ten years (if I'm still alive)...that I can look back on this point in my life and laugh....no...no....probably not....
Until Next Time
LIA