I always seem to be alone dont I? Its crazy even when I'm in a room full of people I feel entirely alone. No matter what I'm alone. Alone with my fears and doubts. Alone with my worries and thoughts. Thoughts that haunt me in the day as much as they do in the night. Come to think of it day is night for me anymore. It seems music and the voice in the back of my head are the only things that keep me company. When Im alone I do stupid things like cut and drown in the black bile I create for myself. When I'm alone everything floods my mind at once causing me to shudder and gasp at my own darkness.
I matter to no one...correct?....Without me the world has it all....Alone is what I shall be until the day comes when I can move on...to a place of peace and hopefulness.
wow...sorry I get rather depressed when I'm by myself (which seems to be more and more these days)
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