Sadly...oh so sadly Ive found a new way to self destruct. The other night I was making bacon and a little bit of grease shot up and burnt my arm. And....I couldnt deny even to myself how good that burn felt. Mezmerised I held my arm above the skillet and waited for another misfiring. But to my extreme disappointment no more grease shot up. So I did the next best thing, I found my lighter and I decided to burn my thigh.
Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid!
I KNOW!!!!!
So now along with cutting I now burn myself. And if you dont think that burning can be addicting...THINK AGAIN!!.....Now along with my hundreds of cuts I have eight medium sized burns.
I just cant explain how satisfyed I felt after doing it...sick right?....I was horribly, undeniably, and wonderfully satisfyed. God I'm sick.....When am I going to stop this shit?.....
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Never thought of that one yet.
ReplyDeleteBurning...not the best idea....but you know its life.
But I dont want you to do it...cuttings bad..burnings worse. I think...>.< Ahh.
*hug* Bebe I need you, and if you keep doing this..I lose a new part of you. Dont let the temptation in.
Believe in your self. ^^
You can DO IT. =DD
Really hun, you can.
Hope-