Friday, January 8, 2010

Hate

I hate myself/ I hate the fact that I am never fully satisfied with anything/ I hate that I am never truly happy/I hate that I am no one/I hate that I dont matter/I hate that my laugh sounds so empty/I hate that my eyes look so dead/I hate that I hate myself/I hate that at times I feel so much that its overwhelming/I hate that I am sometimes numb/I hate that I can not cry/I hate that I find it hard to love/I hate that I am selfish/I hate that I am worthless/I hate that I can do nothing right/I hate that I have no motivation/I hate that I want nothing and everything at the same time/I hate that I want to be noticed/I hate that I want to be invisible/I hate that my father doesnt love me/I hate that I have doubts/I hate that I am not brave/I hate my outlook on life/I hate that I cant be the person that others want me to be/I hate that I am alone/I hate that people always hurt me and let me down/But mostly I hate that my hate list is so long
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  1. HopeJanuary 9, 2010 at 4:10 PM

    Lol..

    We hate alot of alike things..

    You know what i really hate though..?

    The way you feel you hate as well.

    I can take it..the hate I'll live..but you, i want you not to ever feel such a thing.

    Good people like you dont deserve it.

    And I hope..it gets better hun.

    Hope-

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