So the other night...I hungout with Paris, Sunny and Jenee....not a wise choice. I ended up feeling extremely depressed when I got home...so I went to cut...but something happened.....both Katie and Lia were there.....Usually when I cut....its only saddness and depression that let me do it.....Im powered by it.....the reasonable side of me vanishes...but this time it was there....and this was the stuggle that I felt inside myself as I cut into my flesh.
Lia looked at the razor with welcome smile
Katie was scared of its threats
To Lia the razor looked just the same
To Katie it looked indifferent
Lia was happy it was back
Katie wanted to turn and run from it
Lia needed to hold up
Katie had to breakdown
Lia had to remember
Katie wanted to forget
Lia had to remain
Katie needed to hide Lia
call me crazy...or anyother word you choose...but sometimes....I truly feel that there are two completely different people living inside of me
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Katie and Lia are both beautiful.
ReplyDeleteIn every way.
Lia is my girl. I found her first and have loved her since.
Katie is my heart. I wish to bring her happiness.
There my two.
And there both apart of you. Except that hun.. They both can live there....you just need to know and learn..how.
*smiles*
Hope-